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Saturday, February 23
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Sigh I don't know what's gotten into me but every time I go home I get this urge to run away. I'd rather study in my car or at the library than at home, I don't know why....It's not like I don't like my family or anything....I dunno wut's goin on... Friday, February 22
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Here I am again in the yearbook room 2 hours afterschool and likely to stay longer. I don't know what our problem is, everyone's checking out pictures of their friends and I doubt anyone's working, but until someone points that we can go home, we all stay and think someone else is working. For example, right now the guy next to me is playing CS, i hear mp3 music from the computers across from me. Sometimes we yearbook nerds like to IM the person sitting on the computer next to us without ever talking to each other. Half of our dinner is done through boba, robets, jamba, and tapioca exp. What am I doing here? I have nothing to do nm they just asked me to do something. Thursday, February 21
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i wrote this long blog and posted it, but i signed out too fast before it finished uploading, so i lost it all. this has been suffocating leo signing off....
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My cold has even affected my driving, now I find myself actually going on the limit cus I can barely keep my eyes open and not pass out when I turn my head around to switch lanes... I have a lot less work now, but I'm also sleeping later, I have no idea how that happened.... Today was a ordinary school day that we have all come to love to hate to love to hate to love. Quizzes, tests, lectures. O yea I think I pissed off Zurla pretty bad when I acidentally said "This sucks, you actually have to know statistics to do this." out loud. Zurla gave me this look and said "did I just hear that? that hurts, leo..." and he wrote the quote on that picture of him on the wall and wrote my name under it....yep every time he walks in the room from now on he's gonna be reminded of it and start thinking how to punish me...lovelay....
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I can't.....breathe..... I really want to ditch tomorrow, but I just can't do it, I don't know why, WHY? Wednesday, February 20
Tuesday, February 19
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yes i flunked the chem test, along with the spanish quiz that I totally forgot about. Sound familiar? It will be. We watched "Clueless" in Cinema in the Real World, actually, the rest of the class watched it while I slept on the comfy sofa in the dark through half the movie. I enjoyed most of it up until the part when we ended the movie to discuss the social implications and significance of the movie, like, whatever! it's now almost nine and I have no idea what kind of how much homework I have. woe joy is the life of a senior.
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it's been 3 hours since my last blog and i have yet to start reading chem. this senioritis thing feels really weird, it's like im on drugs or something. I feel no anxiety, fear, unsettlement, i'm just...staring at the screen dumbly. Is high school really over? from now on we get no breaks until spring break, and that's more than a month away....the light just got shoved away.......i think im gonna go sleep now. Monday, February 18
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I drove to UCLA today to look around, my parents don't even know I could drive on the freeway. I came back, went to a notebook meeting, and then did nothing. Seriously now, I have a chem test tomorrow whose topic I have yet to find out, a spanish homework assignment, and a bunch of other work that I can't remeber. But now I DONT GIVE A HOOT. Senioritis is getting to me very badly now, if this was last year I'd be screaming my lungs out and staying up till 3 to cram in everything. But tonight I plan on playing a lil delta force, watch some TV, and go to sleep. if I have time i'll look over chem and flunk it tomorrow. I really don't care anymore. I know this will really screw me over next year and perhaps for the rest of my life, but I can't bring myself to care. Whoever said teenagers are apathetic was right, i am and damn proud of it...ok not that proud but i still am. Actually, right now is a dangerous time to be apathetic, since I've dropped all my applications to other colleges, so if penn drops me, it's PCC for me. knowing that, I still can't care. o yes i remember now i have a week-long assignment from cinema in the real world due tomorrow. Sunday, February 17
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Valentine's dance was more fun than I expected, and I learned many new lessons: 1. Antipasta means "appetizer" in Italian, a fact I did not know when I ordered the cheapest item, whose name I didn't understand either because it was in Italian, from the i. cugini menu and getting a weird look from the waitor. It turned out to be six whole thumb-sized squids, ok fine calamari, arranged beautifully. Yummy. 2. most people on the dance floor don't know what they're doing, they don't care either, and that's the fun part! 3. the group photo photographers aren't that bright >=) 4. it is wise to call it a day when the time comes 5. compared to others, I'm a really really bad/unsafe driver. 6. cakes and tarts belong to those who get to them the fastest after the dance is over and take the whole cake w/ them. It made up for my 6 squid dinner. Once again, I didn't accomplish much today, I slept till noon, went to a notebook meeting, came back and slept some more, ate dinner, and now here I am. I'll probably sleep again later. |